What I Have Found
                by John R. Leax (Copyright 1993)
This place that claims my midlife
labor is not an Eden I have made.
It is a place of trial.
My hope resides in yielding
to what calls me still to stay.

No charming serpent curls
about my arm and whispers
in my ear.  But I am tempted
nonetheless.  Like Homer
I take the stories of my people, 
I give them shape, and hand
them down.  What I pass on
is truth made new -- half-truth
spun through kind invention.

The world I make is finer
than the world I know.  How else 
contain the bitterness, the pain,
the grief?  I have not lied.

I say my words; I seek
the wholeness of the world.
Like Homer I am blind.
I see what is not here.
I see this place by word
and grace a new creation.
That word is what I've found.
That grace is where I live.

                              From Grace is Where I Live by John R. Leax (Grand Rapids: Baker Books) 1993.

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